It is so hard to never lose your pace
When there’s so little time and such high stakes
I check notes on the phone,
Too late or no?
Seems like ages, but it has been just a sec ago
My head is not in the right place and the eyes start to cry
Is it a lie, or is it true?
I crave for answers, don’t know why
Hey! Wanna know how I’m feeling?
How much it’d hurt?
When I was in pain lying on the floor
When I teared up behind the bathroom door
Wishing to die, thinking I was mad
I’m a sinking ship and my sanity its rat
Thoughts just spin in my head
Visions flash and there’s no end
It makes me think I’m insane
Losing my mind again
Thoughts just spin in my head
Visions flash and there’s no end
Question is am I insane?
Losing my mind again
They say, things aren’t always what they seem
Well, I can’t argue, cause I’m kind of on a brink
The edge is not too far from me, it takes a single step
To take a leap of faith and pray for the best instead of looking for help
So excuse me if I’m a bit distraught,
I have a notion of an ugly thought that has wrought
The vicious cycle of ideas making my fragile world erode
Just stay cool, the nerves of steel
Only you know what is real
But
Please don’t leave me,
Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me,
Please don’t leave me
Thoughts just spin in my head
Visions flash and there’s no end
It makes me think I’m insane
Losing my mind again
Thoughts just spin in my head
Visions flash and there’s no end
Question is am I insane?
Losing my mind again
Reality decays around you
But the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place
So shut the outside world down
So shut the outside world down
All that you’ve known of me is an illusion
All that you’ve known of me was just what you wanted to see
No I’m not insane, the pieces’re falling right into place
No I’m not insane, stress overwhelmed me but I have prevailed
It is so hard to never lose your pace
When there’s so little time and such high stakes