WAITING FOR TOMORROW
I’ve been waiting
For what feels like a long time
With nothing changing
Nothing to feast upon in sight
Teared apart now
No purpose and no drive
I need a moment
To feel and be one with my mind
The days they drag on
Always want to stay long
Never want to go along
Come on, just forfeit
Become a better man
Stand up for what you can
Even if you can’t understand
The feeling of waiting
Looking for a better day
But the waiting won’t go away
I need to find a better way
I don’t want to forfeit
I need something different
Can’t stay in the predicament
Today can go away
And tomorrow can gladly stay
I will gladly
Wait for ‘happy’
Hoping terribly
That it will soon come
Can’t keep thinking
Of what is aching
Or it will stay and
Get worse.
Oh I will wait for tomorrow
It can’t be worse than today
I will break through my sorrow
And believe in another day
The days they drag on
Always want to stay long
Never want to go along
Come on, just forfeit
Become a better man
Stand up for what you can
Even if you can’t understand
The feeling of waiting
Looking for a better day
But the waiting won’t go away
I need to find a better way
I don’t want to forfeit
I need something different
Can’t stay in the predicament
Today can go away
And tomorrow can gladly stay
I will gladly
Wait for ‘happy’
Hoping terribly
That it will soon come
Can’t keep thinking
Of what is aching
Or it will keep staying
I will wait for tomorrow
It can’t be as bad as today
I won’t fall for the trouble
It will all fade away
Oh I will wait for tomorrow
It can’t be worse than today
I will break through my sorrow
And believe in another day
TRANSIENT PARASITE
The planet is overtaken
The earth is shaked to the core
My head is spinning round and round, I cannot see the world like I have seen before
What I remember is this (this)
There's been a prophecy
The sentient death's been awaiting us all
And it has come to take its due
It's to time to pay
Shivers go down my spine (I'm trembling)
And I can't think straight
These 4 walls surrounding me (Illusion)
Won't protect from this invasion
Ethereal dimensions consume the beings of my kind
Transient parasites under my skin
Crawling deep within, while I am giving in
Reason is abandoned, all my hope is lost
I'm breaking into pieces and then becoming dust
Save me, I'm so helpless and alone
I need a direction to follow
The light light in the end of the tunnel
That I can see
Liberate me from this nightmare I've been living in
Contemplating on the things I've seen
(This) Darkness overcomes (and we're all is) just the past memory
Can it just vanish and let me be,
Such a terrible vision's blinding me
Dust has settled on the ground
Is it the end we've all been waiting for?
Shadows covering the skies, hear our painless cries (painless cries)
Or is it all in my head?
Am I forever damned?
Is it all in my head?
Why was I condemned?
Why was I condemned?
2127
Busted nose, smell of parfume
Cocaine and drugs, I am through
Money, fame, I'm on evening news
I wasn't ready for such abuse
Speak of the devil and he'll come
He'll be knocking on your door when no one is around
Golden chain is hanging there on my neck
Chained to my music, without it I'll be damned
Freedom is a lie, I've been caged inside this world
Where no one cares about me, and there I will rot
All you have been told, is deception and a show
Save me from this nightmare otherwise I'll lie down cold
Busted nose, smell of parfume
Cocaine and drugs, I am through
Money, fame, I'm on evening news
I wasn't ready for such abuse
Busted nose, smell of parfume
Cocaine and drugs, I am through
Money, fame, I'm on evening news
I wasn't ready for such abuse
Yeah
Who the hell are you to tell me how to live
I have opened my own soul for everyone to see
Now you watch me closely
And you see me decay
Busted nose, smell of parfume
Cocaine and drugs, I am through
Money, fame, I'm on evening news
I wasn't ready for such abuse
Just like them so long ago
Times have changed but not enough
Things that plagued the stars of fore
Will continue doing so
Times have changed but not enough
Vices still corrode our hearts
Broken on the inside
Nothing can tell if we are
If we are broken on the inside
Who the hell are you to tell me how to live
I have opened my own soul for everyone to see
Now you watch me closely
And you see me decay
There's no saving me
There's no saving me
Sun is down
Sun is down
Sun is down when no one is around
Sun is down
Sun is down
Sun is down when no one is around
CAN'T GET THE BEST OF ME
I'm feeling empty a bit lost in time
Don't you know that it's on my mind?
Can you save me? Can we stop the lies?
Break the sequence of denial?
How can you help? Can you save me from myself?
I am disgusted by my own delusions
Break me down, break me down and put me on my knees
I have nothing left to lose so end this suffering please
I’m losing it
My mind is mist
I need a lift when I’m sitting stone
When all I see
Is suffering
Just help me breathe when there’s no oxygen left in me
This quarantine won't get the best of me
Though I’m sick, I won’t let it stick
My enemy, can't get the best of me
Though I'm sick, I won’t let it stay
I won’t let it stick
I won’t let it stick
I won’t let it stick
The walls they cave in
But I won’t tick
No I won’t let this sickness stay
I know I may be falling
But I’m constantly healing
And I will make it through without you
This quarantine
Won't get the best of me
Though I’m sick, I won’t let it stick
My enemy, can't get the best of me
Though I'm sick, I won’t let it stay
(V1)
Is it too much to ask for comfort?
Is it impudent on my part?
I've been succumbing to this sickness
But I won't let it break my heart
I've been ripped straight to the bone
But I can do this on my own
(V2)
I can’t believe this world of mine
I want to live a normal life
But how can I
How can I
Sickness's getting to me
But I can deal with it alone on my own
No I don't need your help
No I don't need your assistance
I can do this on my own
This quarantine
Can't get the best of me
Though I’m sick, I won’t let it stick
My enemy, can't get the best of me
Though I'm sick, I won’t let it stay
Step by step I'm moving
No longer locked within this space
Frustration fades and I'm enduring
I won't be weakened like the rest
I WILL NEVER LIVE IN SILENCE
Once I go on the stage, the music keeps me down
But I won’t let my suffering show to the crowd
I’ll enjoy the violence inside my head
I will enjoy it 'til the day I’m dead
I'm a casualty of a sonic treachery
These bells ringing so loud,
They push me to the point when I've heard enough
Wounds dug deep to the level of a gutter
Psyche breaks and I begin to stutter
Vision fades and it's hard to see
My mind collapses within me
Always singing
Never leaving
Stop the ringing
Break the sequence
Tell me now
Is it really hard to see?
That I'm struggling and I fear
That this sound inside my head (inside mind)
Lays my sanity to rest
Will it ever stop?
Will it cease the torment?
It lays my sanity to rest
Will it ever stop?
Will it cease the torment?
Once I realized it wouldn't be leaving me
It was the time to fight the noises vividly
With all my might all my power
Watch the sound become the silence now
I'm a casualty of a sonic treachery
These bells ringing so loud,
They push me to the point when I've heard enough
Wounds dug deep to the level of a gutter
Psyche breaks and I begin to stutter
Vision fades and it's hard to see
My mind collapses within me
Always singing
Never leaving
Stop the ringing
Break the sequence
Tell me now
Is it really hard to see?
That I'm struggling and I fear
That this sound inside my head (inside mind)
Lays my sanity to rest
Will it ever stop?
Will it cease the torment?
It lays my sanity to rest
Will it ever stop?
Will it cease the torment?
Stop the ruckus
Cleanise the noise
Change the frequence
Turn it into voice
Leave me alone
Cause I'm so tired of hearing
Noises inside my head
So please just let me be
CRYPTO VIOLENCE
The world of cyber bullies that rot inside
Consumes the youth's minds
Taking one more step to failure,
And feeling even more broken on the inside and even more devoid of breath
Can you even see what's going on?
Can you realize you realize what you have become?
Visions poisoning you, injected right into (you)
Can't you see it breaking your will
Making you less you
And I am bleeding through trying to reach you
Through the digital world we live in
Emptiness inside, darkness in your mind
Don't let it consume you whole
And I'm willing to give, give it all I got
Just to save you from this, from your dying future
And tell me
Can you disconnect from that digitized dillusion?
Can you disconnect from that digitized dillusion?
Can you still think on your own (on your own) like a human being?
And I am bleeding through trying to reach you
Through the digital world we live in
Emptiness inside, darkness in your mind
Don't let it consume you whole
There's no place for anger, there's no place for hate
Don't succumb to violence, it's never too late to break free
This darkness has to fall